It’s true, too, maybe I struggle with recent decisions made on faith because as I have grown older and had little beings become dependent on me, my courage and trust have receded. But when I look at this from another angle I realize that it’s precisely because of these little beings that I should set aside reason more often and find the courage to take a leap of faith.

I’ve been suffering my own form of writer’s block but I didn’t recognize it as that until I came to this point. The reason was that I didn’t call it writer’s block — I called it my-struggle-with-a-big- looming-project-that-I feel-I-must-do-but-am-so- unsure-of-where-or-how-to-start.